Friday, December 30, 2011
This is suppose to be a fun, happy, merry time of year, but all I feel are tears threatening to spill over. I want to be excited for a new year, but then I am reminded of still unfinished business from this past year that will carry over. I just wanted it to at least feel like a fresh start but I don't even have that. I'm tired, I'm frustrated and I feel unresolved.
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Sometimes things are just not as they should be. This was the first Christmas I have ever been away from my children and it should have been the first Christmas of my youngest child. It is a strange reminder of poor choices. Choices that have brought me to the first of what will be many lonely Christmas's.